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Issue 2002 #3

THEME:
Telling Others


Testimony of Mark Jenkins

by Barbara Jenkins (his mother)

In Memory of Mark Jenkins Hi, my name is Barb Jenkins for you that don't know me. I live in Saskatoon, Saskatchewan. I am the mother of five sons. One of them has gone on to be with the Lord and about that I would like to share with you.

On July 15, 2000 our whole life changed. At 2 a.m. we entered a parent's worst nightmare. A policeman was at our door telling us that our youngest son, Mark age 17, was in a very serious car accident and we needed to get to the hospital right away. When we got there he was alive but not expected to live as he had serious head injuries. He lived three hours.

I want to tell you of God's faithfulness through this dark pathway we have had to walk. While Mark lay on that hospital bed, we prayed with him and for him. We told him we loved him. I did a lot of talking to God. I knew He could heal Mark, as this was nothing to Him. I knew I had the faith for it if that was what He wanted to do. But I wasn't sure in my heart that this was what was about to happen.

As time went on I asked Him, if He wasn't going to heal Mark, I needed to know for sure that Mark would spend eternity with Him. I knew Mark was a typical teenager and he wasn't living for God the way he could have been. I wanted so much to beg God to heal Mark and let me keep him, but I didn't.

I then asked God, if He wasn't going to heal Him, that He would use Mark's death even more than his life. I left the choice up to God. Very shortly after this conversation with God, Mark died.

God has been very faithful. He has answered a mother's cry for her son. God has indeed shown us that Mark is with Him and He has used Mark's death in ways that have amazed us.

Our third son Jody, his wife, and her two sisters, were at the lake the night of the accident and Jesus came to the water's edge as they were in the water. They all saw Him. He appeared very tall and He shone from head to foot. Jody our son, saw Jesus had a child on his shoulders. When he was told of his brothers' death - he knew why they saw what they saw the night before.

God is so good. He had answered my prayer to know where Mark is.

We have also shared the gospel with 200 of Mark's school peers resulting in many changed lives. At Mark's funeral close to 700 friends and family heard pastor Marvin Wojda preach the salvation message and that we all will die some day and we need to live our lives accordingly. We have heard of God touching many lives through this message and Mark's death.

God gave me this Scripture: Psalms 126:6. If I would go out weeping, carrying the seeds, I would come back rejoicing carrying the sheaves," and that is what God is doing.

I still have many tears, as I miss Mark more then words can say, and I will never get over his loss until I see him again when it's my turn to enter heaven. But God is faithful even with the worst Satan can throw at us. If we continue to trust God even when bad things happen to us, He will take our worst tragedies and use them for good. One day I will see the lives that were saved and changed because of this deep water we are walking through. Mark and I will rejoice about how God has used his life and death in such an amazing way.

I want to close with two Scriptures; Isaiah 54:10 "Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed," says the Lord, who has compassion on you.

And Isaiah 43:2-3, "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze... For I am the Lord your God, the holy one of Israel, your Savior."


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A dear friend brought us this poem/song which we used on the funeral bulletin. It has comforted us many times over, and we trust it will touch you too.

If You Could See Me Now


Our prayers have all been answered - I finally arrived
The healing that has been delayed has now been realized.
No one's in a hurry - there's no schedule to keep.
We're all enjoying Jesus - just sitting at His feet.

If you could see me now - I'm walking on streets of gold.
If you could see me now - I'm standing tall and whole.
If you could see me now - You'd know I'd seen His face.
If you could see me now - You'd know the pain's erased.
You wouldn't want me to ever leave this place -
if you could only see me now.

My light and temporary trials have worked out for my good.
To know it brought Him glory when I misunderstood.
Though we've had our sorrows, they can never compare
What Jesus has in store for us, No language can share.

If you could see me now - I'm walking on streets of gold.
If you could see me now - I'm standing tall and whole.
If you could see me now - You'd know I'd seen His face.
If you could see me now - You'd know the pain's erased.
You wouldn't want me to ever leave this place -
if you could only see me now.

Words and music by Kim Noblitt
Read Barb's account of the Cyclathon

Read Barb's own Story

Prayer of Supplication by Mark Jenkins



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